procrastinator

2009-08-05T21:02:00.000-07:00

Today I had cpa, it was horrible. I dont quite understand. Anyway my lifes kinda fine.
people judge me alot nowdays, and I'm really sick & tired of people judging me & I dont care .
Im happy with what I am now. judgemental? go ahead lovelies & I really dont give a mother fucking care cause god knows that Im always the best from everyone else plus you leeches(haha!). I really cant wait for prelims and n lvls to really ends. That's for now will update more later.
God knows, Im beautiful
bye

2009-07-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

Had my fucking examinations. I think jesus did great for it. omg ? Anyway I wish I could put my fucking confidence in a bottle and let the world drink from it.I get asked a lot how I've gotten this far without being swept up in the drama. How I got this far without selling out and becoming just like everyone else.

fucking bitch.

2009-07-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

your lil miss mannequin

Everything happens for a reason, in my world at least.
Masheyr's Birthday seemed like it couldn,t of gotten any better until I ran into Sandra, who I haven't seen in months because of other people trying to cause drama between us. It was really nice to actually talk and let everything go. Sandra & I are too close to let these leeches ruin us.
The weather is nice, the drama is cold, my heart is bright pink.

BBQ & JOHORE

2009-07-19T17:59:00.000-07:00

( Credicts to mama; the Fabolous Larkin Ice Kachang.)

( My lovely mom; who bought for me everything I want.)

Had barbeque with my classmates,It was alot of fun. Half of the class came for the Bbq. Thanks guys for coming down .
After all the bbqing, everyone has to go home except for me & Ryrynn. we wanted to stay overnight but when the clock strikes , we decided to go home so we took a cab home.I slept for 6 hours because my family wanted to go johore so we went Johore to enjoy ourself. We go and come back .
Thats all for now I really need to get my beauty sleep and starting school tomorrow yeahness.

much love.

like a battlefield

2009-07-17T01:32:00.000-07:00

I sucked alot. I'm thinking for tomorrow's class bbq at east coast. im not so sure if I'm going or not.

I'm lazy I'm tired I'm sick? Anyway today's mundane Im so tired I dont even know why? and I cant sleep? insominia or what?

I cry for the times that you were almost mine.I cry for the memories I've left behind.I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new.I cry for the times I thought I had you.

No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry. Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again... Skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!
You never know what you have until you lose it.

I had enough of it .

bye.

Happy Birthday To you.

2009-07-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

(shoutout to this tall guy here, Faiz.)

I’m enthralled by your beauty, mesmerised by your charisma and spellbound by your love. No wonder I am It's always a treat to wish Happy Birthday to someone so sweet.
My heart for you will never break. My smile for you will never fade. My love for you will never end. I love you as my brother.
Happy Birthday my dearest and sweetest, not a day goes by when I do not think of you and how empty my life would be if you were not here.
With each year I'll love you more. Remember that your best years are still ahead of you and I'll be there for every up down and in between.
I hope you have a wonderfull day and I hope you enjoy yourself.

much love.

2009-07-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

I just got a new song dance remix that's palyed in my blog right now. I think songs like this is cool to dance with? dont you think? loves it. Anyway I'll be starting school tomorrow and I cant wait to see my friends. I hope my swollen lips will cured by tonight. I hope to have a really really good day tomorrow.

Anything that ever comes out from your mouth is foul and cocksfull stories.I wonder when will you ever change.The barrier is almost strong. I shall have you released from the circle.For now I have no further interest in you.Im off now.

2009-07-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

( we love Unique Generation)

Didnt went to school today, im so sick like cb. I miss my mates and I'm starting to miss everyone even my mom :( I'm staying in woodlands now, with my grandma. Dekat sini very gerek to the max. You should try staying with your grandma. Anyway saw meow, on her way to school eh & meow kita suka tights awak yang bunga-bunga tu. very vouge eh .

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get backI never thought of it like that. Today and tomorrow will probably become the hardest, and most important, days of my life. And I'll accept all the blame for letting you fail me, again.All my plans for the day got fucked up Instead, I got humiliated by someone who is supposed to be my friend, someone whosupposedly loves me. Someone who claims to want to be one of my best friends.So I spent the day crying on my floor to Sia's,"Breath me" feeling completely inadequateand yesterday I had so much fun with (_________) thanks love!

2009-07-10T11:36:00.001-07:00

Just came back from youth gig performance, have to said that all dancers did a good joB. Won't elaborate more, pictures do the talking.

I'll post more on facebook and multiply :)

2009-07-09T04:47:00.000-07:00

Thank you so much guys, I really enjoy your dance practices and remember those memories that we had? hahaha miss those days.

ps/ Sasha you're a very good leader I belive you can go far and Unique Generations you guys can go far too, belive in yourself and I know my loves can do it I really enjoyed everything so yeahness to myself and you guys too. I will not put away those memories away and it will be always kept under deep in my heart. Anyway goodluck for tomorrow's performance

GO!UNIQUE GENERATION.

much love

2009-07-09T01:26:00.000-07:00

Full dress rehersal went haywire, due to some position. It really made my day bad.

for some reasons why I hate myself? I dont even know why?! YES! WE SUCK TO THE CORE.

I know that and due to that and some major reasons that makes me dont want to dance for youth gig. What my mom said in the beginnning is so true. I should listen to her. :(

The good and the bad mix together, dancing its gonnabe rojak. and who will get the blame for being rojak? yes! the bad ones. I have no mood for blogging now. But I hope I'm gonna be fine and dandy :D

im off now.

2009-07-03T05:31:00.000-07:00

(Make your fucking life colourfull, bitches)

much love

your mother fucking princess

Queen Kiff

2009-07-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

What made me to be a strong person and fucked care to all my haters.

Don't give up on whatever it is you want to be. I get labeled a "bitch" because I don't put up with people putting me down. I don't turn around and pretend I don't hear people talking shit behind my back. I go up and tap them on the shoulder and say "fuck you" and that's what more people need to do. Stop being insecure and stand up for yourself. There's no time for fake friendships and hurt feelings. Look at yourself in the mirror and say "I don't care anymore" that may sound like Dr. Phil but I'm being serious. Stop caring if the guy you like doesn't like your weight. Stop worrying about if someone isn't going to like you because you like a band that they don't. It's all so petty. I'm proud to be a bitch instead of a coward.This is just the beginning and the future looks bright pink.

2009-06-24T19:50:00.000-07:00

Rihanna might be stirring up a controversy or might be looking at a hit with her latest song “Te Amo” written by James Fauntleroy in which another woman falls in love with her.It is brave of Rihanna to mingle with lesbianism on her tracks.

how bout that?

2009-06-08T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yes sorry for not updating since I'm quite busy with stuff. Anyway I went St James yesterday it was packed. its seems like everyone was there even 4 people from vougelicious.
p/s Sri Pinky you should have come . Dance all the way with my girls,Fareez,kimmy & Azlan.
I really did enjoy everything.
Anyway Unique Generation's gonna work out with the costume for youth gig so I hope its gonna be a blast & I guess I really enjoy this holidays and I cant wait to club at The Arena with my girls again.

much love.

2009-06-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

Today's rehearsal for Youth Gig was totally sucky. We didn't even mixed the music and one more steps to cheo. But nvm who cares? Its only our 1st rehearsal. But we manage to showcase everything. Anyway after the whole thing ended, we Unique Generation decided to hang around west mall so we decided to buy high cut gold shoe from converse and fake lashes. The shoe that we gonna buy is divalicious. Its so sexy and chic. Now im at home, at last like for few weeks didn't see home and my love ones. I gtg now im tired and i guess its time to hit the sack.
much love.

2009-05-30T03:28:00.000-07:00

Didnt went for today's showcase due to my sickness from yesterday training & Tuesday is our 1st rehersal anyway,

did training with fantastic crew & spyntrix . Anyway today our lovely cheerleaders have some SKM competition at taka & dance comp at plaza singapua, everyone's busy doing their own thing so just wanna wish spyntrix all the best for SKM.
much love.

2009-05-28T21:20:00.000-07:00

Just repierced my eyebrow this morning. Anyway there's dance practice today, I hope I can dance well today.My sickness isn't cured yet, will be meeting sabrina later to repireced her eyebrow too. Tomorrow is the day where we have to schowcase our steps to miss indra.

& Monday is our 1st rehersal, I hope me and my dancers will do well, although we cheo only for 2 songs and theres 3 more songs to cheo. I hope everything finished by today.

Anyway I have succeeded at everything in life so far except love.I will always love too hard and not too fast..Always get hurt too deeply too soon.and always see the warning signs and yet I still throw my hands in the air and try to tell myself it will be different this time. with the person, in this place. Neurotic, Obsessive, Procrastinator needs space to vent.

watch my conscience disappear now.

much love.

2009-05-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

(Imagine if we're wearing this pink and black kinky suits for youth gigs?)
(pussycatdolls generic shows)

I wonder why these people are sucha pain in the ass. Im not in the mood to blog and lazy to elaborate what Ive done today much love

2009-05-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Republic Poly. Went for dance practice, got to get ready for reahersal this monday. Anyway leading with a single life right now, break off with Alvin. Life have to go on.

Anyway I guess one of this guy which is quite close to f2dm, likes me. I'm not 100% sure but it looks like it kept smiling and kept winking (wth?) I know.Im sick and still not cured yet.
I cant help thinking that ego is not the word for it? Lunacy maybe?
As usual, I'm always looking forward to weekends because that's the time I feel most carefree and happy. Although it is quite disappointing that I didnt dance well today, but if I do dance well
you'll see the good slash angelic of zulkifflee.
By the way, I hate contradictions and cock talkers.

much love

2009-05-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

(kiff loves Channing Tatum like Syairah loves her Zac Efron)

I will not be in school till Thursday, I'm sick and I don't feel so carefree. Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back I never thought of it like that.Today and tomorrow will probably become the hardest, and most important, days of my life. And I'll accept all the blame for letting you fail me, again. All my plans for the day got so fucked up. Instead I've got humiliated by someone who is supposed to be my friend, someone who supposedly loves me. Someone who claims to be one of my best friends. So i spent the day crying on my bed to sia's "Breath Me" feeling completely inadequate and yesterday I had so much fun with one of my Divas, thanks love!

2009-05-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

After watching "she's the man" I didnt know that Channing Tatum is so hot. I fucking love this guy, heard his bisexual, whatever I still love him.

2009-05-24T19:25:00.000-07:00

from this

to this

This is one of my favourite dragqueen he impersonates pop princess Britney Spears aka as Derrick Barry.He has been a performer all his life.Born and raised in Modesto, California, he began training as a gymnast at the age of 5. After competing for 7 years, at 12 years old, he decided to trade in gymnastics for the Theater. He showcased his acting abilities in over 20 productions between junior high, high school and college. AT the age of 19, he moved to hollywood to further his passion for the performing arts. Halloween 2003 piloted his new found career for impersonating pop princess Britney Spears. In june 2004, Derrick Barry's talents carried him to the entertainment capital of the world. Derrick bexcame the youngest drag cast member in the 23 year history of " An Evening at La Cage" at the Riviera Hotel & casino on the Las Vegas Strip. He departed from 'La Cage' iin the fall of 2008 after garnering international attention with his Britney Spears act on America's Got Talent.

So who says being a dragqueen is a nasty thing?
lol come on ladies, I am what I am i do drag myself. so what?
I know I'm a strong person your gossips and your words wont bring me down bitches.
I LOVE DERRICK BARRY BRITNEY SPEARS
much love.

2009-05-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

Im now at home, was at at my grandma's house for one week. Anyway I need cash for 7 june for my show, after show I'm gonna head to St James PowerHouse for club. Its been months I didnt go for club. very interested la.

After what happened last few weeks ago, I conclude that there are indeed some crazy people in this world who needs to sort things out between them and their only self.
And also, do not ever mess with me for I am not afraid to kick your ass when when the need arises.what makes you think that you can escape from all those gossips you've made by simply not admitting to it? Don't make a fool of yourself. Its a real sin if you talked about me or others who you've been gossiping about. please la, I don't even owe you a living? what did I do wrong? to make you gossip about me? don't wreck yourself with burden
so dont be a fool.

2009-05-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

Had dance practice just now, was so tired out. Next week is already our rehersal.

most probably I'll be having practice this coming saturday.

Anyway thank godness I pass my mye. new boots are coming over, new half jacket are coming over and everything's coming over .And code colour is gonnabe hot pink.

so for those who are coming to youth gig do support us

( tak nak gossip lagi? kakak kakak kita?)

much love.

2009-05-18T11:08:00.000-07:00

Went Pasir Ris Park to have a picnic with my Divalicious Dancer. It was the best picnic I have ever had . Like seriously. Anyway I've heard about people gossiping about me. But I really dont care stop being some carefree bitches and start to care about my ass better stop all this nonsence. I hate it alot and dont think you can escape from all this. Ever see a gayboy boxing a straight girl's face? no ? Dont let me do it. So what if Im gay or not? Why aim me but not anyone else? you people are freaking funny. Why obssesed with gay people is it? lol. I just hope you all could stop the gossiping please and stop being so carefree till you got to take care of my ass.

you know who you are? cause Im not afraid of getting you into trouble. Pathetic chaps

much love.

2009-05-03T20:35:00.000-07:00

I didnt went to school today. Im sick forever (lol!) will head down to jyc with sasha later for practice haha, oh! no more long hair will cut today. Omg I cant really wait for youth gigs im sure its so gonna be a blast. Anyway tomorrow is my MYE, must start mugging. Saturday's hangout with the ladies was fun Happy Birthday Que:D went down to orchard to eat and up to esplanade to chill went back home at 8 plus lol early kan! Okay Ive got to go shower now dont want to keep sasha bitch waiting.

2009-04-26T06:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry readers I didn't update for the past few weeks due to studies and stuff. Omg my MYE is starting soon I have another week more study. Sorry girls for now I have to stop with outings, shoppings and lepaking lol. (I know!) Anyway Im starting school tommorrow so I try my best to update alright :D

2009-04-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

Went down to causeway point to get something with Aizzah. Afterthat went Clementi to meet
dearest Qis to lepak. (lol!) we're talking abot Marykate-Ashley Olsen & Mischa Barton.
They really impressed us with their fashion styles and as for me and Aizzah, we got hooked up with the Olsen twins while Qis got hooked up with Mischa Barton.
We envy macam nak gila gitu. Talking about fashion statement. I cant wait to get my cash. I seriously got to go shopping and shop till drop.

Anyway I have succeeded at everything in life so far except love.
I will always love too hard and not too fast..Always get hurt too deeply to soon.
and always see the warning signs and yet I still throw my hands in the air and try to tell
myself it will be different this time, with this person, in this place.
Nuerotic, Obsessive, Procrastinator needs space to vent.
watch my conscience dissappear now baby.
bye.

2009-04-11T21:08:00.000-07:00

I love my babygirl, Keyshia Cole

I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

2009-04-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Basically I just got back from my brother's house from redhill.
went to get my pants. Aizzah darling followed me haha since she's really bored and nothing to do.

2009-04-10T22:10:00.001-07:00

Enjoyed yesterday's dance practice. It was fun, I cant really wait for the next practice.
anyway after dance pratice I bus-ed to Holland V to check out my girls.
we had really much fun, although see them like for few mins.
haha.
I MISS MY DIVAS!
I didnt went to school for like one week.
oh my! my sickness is really that bad huh? hope that im feeling well so that I can go to school and see my wonderful friends.

much love.

2009-04-08T19:05:00.000-07:00

Hangout with the 3 girls was fun. It was nice to see them again. Its been months I didn't see them. yesterday meet mur just under my block. she wanted me to follow to pick mona up at dhoby ghaut after class, anyway aisha was with us. we went to bugis to check for their clothes. they are them havoc.especially mona with her sillyness. ohya! I cant wait for tomorrow's practice.haha. ps/ girls Ill upload your pictures soon on multiply so do drop by .

2009-04-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

Ive been not in school for 3 days straight. Due to sickness. (wth!) I'm missing my friends and subjects now. I guess i will be failing my macromedia. I didn't attend it like for 2 days? next im gonna get scolded by Mr Tom, though I still have m.c. I've got to stand up for my rights, cause Im sick. I also wont be in school tommorow. yeayness for myself .haha I miss cleo and betty like all of a sudden after seeing their pictures
ps/ i miss you ladies.

2009-04-06T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today I didnt turned up for class is because Im sick and Im not feeling well.
and I so missed my course. Im not sure how are they doing now for airlines?
Im hope they're quite okay.
I wont be attending for school tomorrow due to this sickness.
(omg!) anyway tomorrow they will be heading to Changi Airport.
omg its so fun, they're gonna have amazing race lol.
anyway I have to rest now.

bye.

2009-04-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today I felt so bored. So I decided to go Imm and up to Holland village
wanted to bought something but i didnt bring enough cash .
Aizzah accompanied me.
I bought her L.V bag (original). just now.
and I bought some make ups for myself.
I was really shopping macam nak gila gitu.
I really lazy to elaborate so (pictures) do the talking.

2009-04-04T19:19:00.000-07:00

I was bored, so this is what i took.

2009-04-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

But there's more to this life than living and dying;
more than just trying to make it through the day;
more to this life, more than these eyes alone can see,
and there's more than this life alone can be.

2009-04-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

I cant wait to watch Paris Hilton New bff in mtv.
omg .
anyway I've been busy these days. due to some projects/practices/schools.
hurray! today is my grandma and my aunty's birthday
we're kinda celebrating it in my house Ill post the pictures later alrightt.
My life have been ups and down.
Ive not been meeting alvin for weeks .
sorry baby Ill meet you soon :D
i hope your life is quite okay. I have nothing to post for now.
Ill post later :D

bye.

2009-04-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

As I promised you readers Ill post more pictures of my drag performance at Rasa Sentosa Spa & Resort for Singapore Armed Force (SAF).

PS/ Im sorry for now I only have few pictures with me Ill update more pictures tonight so do take a peek.
Thank you.

(click here for pictures)

i drag we drag they drag

2009-03-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

zulkifflee as Tengku Zulfylza Sandra (malay)

zulkifflee as Zarina Alysha Chrystian Dior(ebglish)
very feeling feeling.
As you can see fr now I have only two drag pictures form few days back due to singapore armed force drag shows. so here it goes. p/s Ill post more pictures soon .

2009-03-30T00:38:00.000-07:00

Ps/ I'm glad that I'm not down with any elements of Monday Blues for today & sometimes
the only thing we should realise is that, money cant buy lor nor happiness.

A well known saying that my opinions shouldn't be told.
Sometimes I verily belive this is true. The more things are said, the more damages one will
bring upon onself.
The best way to handle a chaotic situation in war of words and assumptions is simply, keep quiet.
It will go away gradually.

I wished I had that overwhelming feeling all over me again.
I am simply just so tired mentally; heart and soul.
It seems like I'm falling out of it....gradually....
Unless of course he reels me back and got me crazy all over again.

drag is fun.

2009-03-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today I had a drag show for (SAF) at sentosa. The good thing is that
Im the yougest among all drag divas how cool?
i was ask to lip sing with the song "Aint No Other Man" from Christina Aguilera.
It ws so fun, really! I enjoy myself dragging and impersonating Christina Aguilera or however it
spells is.
SAF Chinese boys are hot. Turst me people. Yeah!
Before the show starts we were at Talent House to collect our costume and makeups.
It was kinda cool and guess what? I have to change like 8 dresses.
I like them all. Thanks to Haikel and Abg faiz not to forget sasha, nana and ain.
thank you so much for your support.

p/s: Ill post the pictures and videos later.

much love.

Dont You?

2009-03-25T06:11:00.001-07:00

Dont you just love Tyra Banks?
I love her just like I love myself and my boyfriend.

those were the days

2009-03-24T10:43:00.000-07:00

I really miss performing with Junior D Max, i really miss those days.
Anyway I was really hoping for a better week but it really turns out bad.
I wont be going to school tomorrow since all the teachers are away for camp.
yeayness to myself.
I'm sick of tired with this spammers and Im really lazy to entertain
so hola at cha spammers.

till then.

Busybee

2009-03-23T00:32:00.000-07:00

Dance practices will be starting in April. I cant wait to meet The Generation haha. I'll bu busy this few coming months. I need to collect MAC makeups from the lady for "The Generation" Will be practicing for Urban Street Competition and Youth gig. (omg!) Anyway baby Im sorry if i cant meet you this week due to some meetings & work im so sorry baby. but dont worry Ill meet you if im free I owe you one honey

2009-03-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

Vougelicious + Raunchy models back stage

I'm missing Zheng Hua Hip Hop Affairs ,Today I didnt really do much thing at home. I dont even go out today. I'm missing my babygirls :( anyway tomorrow I'll be going for a wedding ceremony just down my block. Its one of my far cousin's getting married. Omg school's starting and I cant wait! Im hoping for a better week :D

Let's Enjoy

2009-03-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

Yes!,Today The Generation Had an outing to Escape Theme Park.
whereby we dancers have to overcome alot of thrills Ride.
My heart beat stop for a second where I have to enter to
this "Haunted House" It really gives me that shivers
Hell yeah! Anyway the day was absoulutely great. & yes! I cant
wait for youth gig and Urban street competition.
Much Love

HIP,HIP HORRAY

2009-03-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

This is the new Trefaunt banner.

Thanks to Kiff, myself who made this.
Cool,sexy,hot
That's what we are.

Holla Holla

2009-03-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

Rounchy is already closed down
we're already have our new crew and name
"Trefaunt"
xoxo

dance dance dance

2009-03-16T03:29:00.001-07:00

Yesterday Romp was fun. Dance alot, non stop.
Before going for romp met Natasha at 7 and went to her work place
to fetch Ras and headed Zouk at 10 plus.
It was damn packed.
Smsed Sri Alif weather his inside and he replied he was inside.
infact Vougelicious was inside :D
Anyway Im lazy to elaborate since Im too Tired and I just came back this morning at 6 .

I MISS MY ALVIN AND MY DIVAS FROM RAUNCHY

2009-03-11T18:49:00.001-07:00

I CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY

2009-03-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

I didnt go to school for already two days.
Im sick and I'm having a bad fever,cough and flu. Omg I cant wait for romp.
Anyway currently in Alvin's crib, parents are not at home.
due to some work in K.L (lol!)
Alvin have been crapping non-stop for the past 4 hours.
and now his asleep and as for me I just cant sleep.
I dont even know why?! Guess i slept damn early last night. We'll be going to taka
later Im going to get someting from Zara
bye.

2009-03-07T18:48:00.000-08:00

I cant wait for Romp!
Anyway I thought of getting my bitch(natasha!)
a latex pants and whats more we're gonna get an exclusive vouge supras
for ourself, for club on 15 march.
I really want to see Vougelicious performing for romp dance competition
at zouk. :D
most probably Alvin will tag along. So people save up your cash and start to dance
on that dance floor.

2009-03-07T08:11:00.000-08:00

Yes went to Plaza Singapura for Danceworks 09.
Dancers did a great job .
Before heading to Plaza Singapura . I met natasha and lily
then we met with the rest, it was damn packed.
so anyway, Met Meow and chat for a little while.
It was havoc and vouge la today
had a little random convo with Sri alif (Vougelicious)

Alif : Hey!!! ( hugs)
Kiff : Hey!, you did a great job la.
Alif : really ah? wow! vouge tak tadi, hot tak? sexy kan I like!
Kiff : yes alif! very vouge hahahahha.

He was over excited la.
So after that I and the rest head to The Istana.
Thats for today.

Lazy to elaborate

Till Then.

Honey, I love it so much

2009-03-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

Dance was great :D After dance I went to meet nisrin, just to go for the sec 1 campfire.
sec ones did a great job like seriously.
so do the s.c and planners.
Tomorrow is the last day of levels camp and Im so happy .
I cant wait for the camp to end.

B, guess what?, One of the instructor muka sama siak.
apa? long lost twins pa? (lol!)

Anyway Im so tired now, i guess im gonna hit the sack.

Till then.

p/s : Pssttt! I love you too.

Jai Hooooo

2009-03-04T17:20:00.000-08:00

You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still belive,
You are my destiny

No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
so come and dance with me.

(Jai Ho-The Pusycat Dolls)

Things get fun and better always.

2009-03-02T17:28:00.035-08:00

Now I'm in the cpa lab doing my Marcomedia Dreamware.Today my class will end at 4.35,
Guess I'll be heading to lot one to get another latex pants.
& to sayang I love you too.
Anyway things are getting better as pernormal.
I will undergo my sec 4 camps. Im pissed off with my cca teacher.
I'm supposed to be going for sec 1 camp, but they cancel it for the last minute.
(wth!)
A shoutout to my beloved cousin.
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD HAIKEL.

Till then.

2009-03-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

I MISS ALVIN!

I love you, I really do.

2009-02-27T07:23:00.001-08:00

Currently I'm singing "Running Back" by Jessica Maoboy I hope I got the name right lol. I didnt go to school today has you can see Im having "FEVER" So I've been at home all day long sleeping. Tomorrow is flag day, so I wont be going. :D Yesterday went VivoCity at 8 just to meet my babylove. I'm touched by his sweet gesture. Even though you made a silly mistake, the guilt and regret that is reflected on your face made me realise that it was not a big issue afterall. Despite the drama I made at starhub lol I'm such a drama-gueen but LUCKILY bf is ever so patience. Dont worry Darling, I still love you. But of course, after half an hour of comforting me with hugs and smoochie

Busy

2009-02-25T22:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, school was ok, went cca and we headed to hort park. to take some pictures. It was super hot.It was funny while betty tried to snap a picture of a monkey, and all of the sudden the monkey wanted to attacked her lol but lucky she was okay.

I'm having fever now so most probably I wont be in school tomorrow. Meeting Alvin at 8 today at Vivo. Oh my god I'm sick and I still have to meet him lol
I will be back posting later so
bye

HORT PARK
Click to see Betty Fegaro's pictures.

If only life was simple

2009-02-24T04:33:00.000-08:00

If only life was simple, maybe we wouldn't get hurt. Maybe our friends wouldn't
ditch us. But if life was simple, It'd be boring

Imagine

2009-02-22T05:06:00.000-08:00

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
I never thought of it like that. Today and tomorrow will probably become the hardest, and
most important, days of my life. And I'll accept all the blame for letting you fail me, again.
All my plans for the day got fucked up
Instead, I got humiliated by someone who is supposed to be my friend, someone who
supposedly loves me. Someone who claims to want to be one of my best friends.
So I spent the day crying on my floor to Sia's,"Breath me" feeling completely inadequate
and yesterday I had so much fun with (_________) thanks love!

2009-02-21T19:31:00.000-08:00

PMS

New logo for Rounchy

2009-02-20T09:55:00.000-08:00

Cool, Sexy, Hot
That's what we are

Vougelicious!

2009-02-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

Do come down tomorrow for the MDIS COMPETITION

& do support Vouguelicious

TGIF

the day

2009-02-19T02:43:00.000-08:00

Today's day was goood.
After school i went to collect my boots(knee high cut)
its so vouge . and now im gonna get my latex tights
i dont even know where should I get it like seriously.
anyway I cant wait for saturday's outing and I cant wait for the week to ends.
lol.

get working.

2009-02-18T17:21:00.012-08:00

I'm now in the school cpa lab doing on Macromedia Dreamweaver.
I'm kinda working on my websites about "Places of Interest in Singapore"
I hope I did a great job on my workings (lol!)
I miss Alvin so much & I cant wait to see you soon!
I guess I gtg now. I'll update more later when I reach home.

Ciao

Today & Tomorrow

2009-02-18T03:11:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow I'm gonna get my hands on the boots.
&I,m still praying, I hope there's my size cause the biggest is 44.
okay, My dearest bf called me and saying that he cant take his headache.ness
wth? lol you dont expect me to cure for you right?
silly boy. Haha all I can say is stuff those medicine through your mouth and down your throat.
At least I still care for him.
Today I didnt went for cca. It is because I need to visit my grandma.

And now I'm stealing to blog my heart out.
Argh! wednesday hasnt be good lately. like since morning, there's always something that
is bothering me so much that my mood has changed to be very PMS-ah!
I'm so rimasan to the max.
I'm counting 1 to 10, while facing those crap and bullshits from people around me, so that I can remain calm and collected and not to burst out any offensive shits back at them,Patience is the key.
But I think I'm fine and dandy now.

xoxo

Care & Concern

2009-02-17T04:28:00.000-08:00

Yes people Alvin is having a high fever and he is resting now currently not in his crib.
maybe later .
I hope he will be okay and I want him to recover soon.
Today in school I didnt talk alot due to some reasons.
I received a smsed from abang faizal(f2dm)
he told me that my dance practice will be starting soon.and i'm so lovin it. Like I said I will be having youth gig in june so do come down and support us.
I hope I have my size for the boots well the biggest is 44. so most prolly I'll get it by this coming thurs?
Thanks mama for the new sony phone I <3>
Anyway this saturday there will be MDIS COMPETITION
so do come down to support Vougelicious

Till Then

for all i know

2009-02-16T05:17:00.000-08:00

Today, my mom smsed me and she told me that my grandma was warded at Alexandar Hospital.
She had mild stroke, I'm gonna pray hard and i'll make sure i'll keep her save.
Anyway school was fine, i paid attention during class and we had free period for the last two lesson
due to some reason :D

I was exiting the MRT and instead of walking to take my another bus trip, I head down to
guardian to look for any good aloe vera gel for me and my sister newly waxed skin.
That is how free I was. I wasnt as busy as I had always been. The firm's mode
is kinda slowing down for now. Being busy can be either good or bad. Good, because
I have alot of time in my hands to do unnecessary stuffs like poking my gfs and bfs
at msn, doing the exact thing I'm doing right now, and lastly watching movies online.
so free kan? Bad is because the time seems to pass by slowly. much for my liking
& when sleepiness kicks in, that is even worse. No amout of caffeine could perk me up.
& to baby alvin i love and miss you too.
goodnight!

2009-02-15T04:04:00.000-08:00

(Issac's Shoe)
This is what im gonna get this week.

2009-02-14T14:25:00.001-08:00

Hangout with babygirls was fun. We went to town just to chillax due to valentine's day.
we went to far east, then to taka we went alot of places la actually.
yes! im gonna get my knee high cut boot soon i'll show you a sample .
of issac's shoe.I cant wait for youth gig cause im know im gonna be extremly exclusive.
so people do come down to support us ill give you guys more details later on :D

2009-02-13T19:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE

get that

2009-02-11T05:05:00.000-08:00

School was fine, Cca was good! Valentine's day is just around the corner
I guess I will just relax myself.

This goes to everyone in the whole world.
After what happened last night, I conclude that there are indeed some crazy
people in this world who needs to sort things out between them and their onlyself.
And also, do not ever mess with me for I am not afraid to resort to reporting
to the authorities when the need arises. What makes you think you can escape all those rubbish
you created by simply not admitting to it?

I can jollywell throw all the evidence I have gathered at your face, plus a bloody
important witness to testify against you if I really am pursing you for crime.
To sweetend the deal, I may even consider filing a lawsuit
against you for defamation and claim damages which will wreck your whole family
apart with financial burden.
so dont be a fool people kesian dehlu!

This goes to YOU!
for those who loves to impersonate others
for those who really loves to copycats
better syop it!
thanks.

bye.

Vougelicious!

2009-02-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

VOUGELICIOUS

Go vougelcious Divas! i love you guys
& goodjob for the Okto Live & I love you guys !
go vouge Divas!

stressed

2009-02-08T18:10:00.003-08:00

( School lab )

Elements Of Business Skills

N-Level Coursework

xoxo

I MISS YOU

2009-02-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

You used to call me your angel, said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me down me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong, I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me.
I miss you, I miss your smile & I still shed a tear every once in awhile
& even though it's different now, you're still here somehow my heart wont let you go
and i need you to know i miss you.

Alvin I want to let you know that
I miss you so much.
xoxo

busy ?

2009-02-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

Shout out to Aizzah

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
may god bless you towards your future and i do hope you enjoy your wonderful birthday party.
lol saturday we shall go outings with the girls.

Anyway school was so fine just now & now i miss dancing so much.
I used to dance alot last holidays but now i dont even dance.
not even a step. Truthly I'm concentrating on my n lvls.
but still i cant wait to perform for youth gig.
i hope there will be some practices on saturday.
levels camp are starting soon.
Now is already Febuary i hope i'm having a good month.
and I wont be in school tomorrow .
I have been doing Writing,Comprehension and Directed Writing for the past few weeks.
& the paper was set by Bukit Panjang Goverment High School.
I'll guess I'll stop here now time to hit the sack.

till then.

Do you have a bad day?

2009-02-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

Today was the EBS coursework. I paid attention during EBS.
Anyway,i can't wait for the weekends where I can really enjoy myself.
that's where i feel most carefree and happy.

For you people in Rounchy, who the hell do you think you are?
you don't come and go.And as for those two ~~lovebirds~~ fucktards
don't think you're super cool hell no! both disgust me alot.
My point of view for the both of you is "i think"
that you guys join us just for being famous but not passion. Like I said earlier on
don't be a fool!

Im stealing alot and alot of time just to blog my heart out.
ARGH! Tuesday has'nt been good lately.like since morning, there's always something
that is bothering me always! so much that my mood has changed to be very PMS eh!
I'm so the rimasan to the f***ing core.
I'm counting 1 to 10, while facing those craps and bullshits from people around me, so that i can remain calm and collected and not to burst out any offensive shits back at them. Patience is the key.

I dont know why my mood is very bad today. Prolly due to some stupid feedback from some other dancers in Rounchy. But i think I'm all fine and dandy now!

What a bad Day.
Till then.

queen bee

2009-02-02T05:19:00.000-08:00

Catching Rihanna live in manchester was good!
but im wonder why they have to cut lots of parts in it.
why cant they make it full length. *sighs* wak-ever it is, i still love her
she's one of the best popular popstar .

p/s: & as for you, dont think you're that good
and stop giving her bad comments as if like you know her that well
please la don't be sucha pain in MY ASS. fool!

Lush

2009-02-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

I went to Holland Village with Aizzah. We grab Lamb Chop for dinner.
The place we went is full of Australian / American (guys + girls)
I ate 1/2 of the Lamb Chop, I knew that I cant finished it all but Aizzah finished everything.

Anyway I have succeeded at everything in life so far except love.
I will always love too hard and not too fast..Always get hurt too deeply too soon..
and always see the warning signs and yet I still throw my hands in the air and try to tell
myself it will be different this time, with this person, in this place.
Neurotic, Obsessive, Procrastinator needs space to vent.
watch my conscience disappear now, baby.

bye.

2008-10-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Meow
may you enjoy your day and do take care of yourself girl, god bless
i love you meow

2008-09-18T09:23:00.001-07:00

Just finished dance practices at jyc, ive been busy lately and my eoy are coming. term 3 i did badly Dear Zulkifflee, please buck up on your studies . Trust me i had been dancing these few days like hell. I was exiting the MRT and instead of walking to take my another bus trip, I head to guardian to look for any good aloe vera gel for my newly waxed skin. That is how free i was. I wasnt as busy as I had always been. The firm's mode is kinda slowing down for now. Being busy can be either good or bad. Good beacuse I have alot of time in my hand to do unnecessary stuffs like poking my gfs and bfs at msn, doing the exact thing I'm doing right now,and lastly watching movies online. so fee kan? Bad because the time seens to pass by slowly ...much too slow for my liking. I keep looking at my watch wondering how long more before the long hand reach 5p.m so that i can drag my ass off home. And when sleepiness kicks in, that is even worse. No amounts of caffeine could perk me up. goodnight!

2008-09-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

Today i had dance pratice at RP. it was quite tiring for me. and tomorrow i have dance pratice again! i will be very busy soon. so lets krump it out. Dear Zulkifflee, you got to go to the party or find some other way to spend good quality time with people--even complete strangers. You're in a good position to meet new people or to make a really good impression why is Monday the worst day of the week? why is this stupid train crawling? what is wrong with the person behind me? why is he yeeling on the cell phone? why is it cold today? Is monday doomsday? Does your 7 o'clock start hit you like a falling meteor?Or does the morning just pass in a stomach-churching blur? After a weekend spent shopping till you drop or partying all night long, the prospect of going into class on a Monday morning can make you feel rather ill. There's actually a scientific explanation behind those dreaded Monday morning blues. Our internal clocks naturally operate on a day that is longer that 24 hours. By the time Monday rolls around each week, we've built up a sleep deficit of at least an hour. Of course, the weekend revelies and facing another work week dont help matters. Here are siome tips to amke your monday morning turns a little easier: It's not only hetic weekend that can turn monday mornings into a day you hate,but lack of organization. Have an early night on sunday. A late night and early morning start will sap your energy for a whole week never mind a day. And beofre you go to bed iron your clothes and pack your bag or brief case with whatever you will need for whork.Then come Monday morning you will be ready for action. Get out in the sunlight. Bright light tells your body that it is indeed the morning and helps reset your internal clock. Drink coffee or another caffeine beverage.Although it's not healty to drink caffeine to the point of addiction,caffeine,when used in moderation,can give your monday mornings that much-needed oomph and alertness. Now i have to packed my bag and get ready for tomorrow time to hit the sack! goodnight!

2008-08-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

Cluster West Idol

Now, this two of my friends Irah & John got to the cluster west idol 08 how cool?
Okay This is just a shoutout from me to you both lovelies
HOPE YOU GUYS WILL WIN AND THOUG IF YOU GUYS WONT WIN BUT TO ME YOU GUYS DID A REALLY GOOD JOB & REMEMBER YOUR VOICES MELT MY HEART
NADIRAH RASHID & JOHN MARI

2008-08-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'm back and i have lots of post to do. chillout at sentosa with girlfriends, wont elaborate much so pictures do the talking.

2008-07-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

feeling free la, today i didnt head to school cause i have to attend something more important than school lol. i was expecting for that someone to sent me an email list to sabah and it did. thanks hilary. Hari ini aku tidur macam badak babi tak tahu la kenape. ive been taking emo/hardcore fucking picture. i dont even know why ? changing concept la sangat . mwhahah okay aku kena tidur kerana esok i have a long day outiside bye love
p/s: meow, aku tahu aku cute tapi kau lagi cuteass .

2008-07-05T17:27:00.001-07:00

i feel so bad when gossip are now around my whole family. i dont even care what they wanna say about me. investigate is a thing, why they didnt investigate that hidden reason? straight to the point where they throw vulgarities on us without the hidden reason. borrowing my stuff without my permission and leaving things here and there, what else leaving some dangerous things behind. and now the blames on me for leaving things behind though its not my fault fuck is im not scared yesterday was a hangout in marina. i saw lots of my friends and it was a havoc. anyway i didnt ate alot nowdays i dont even know why. i not gonna waste my money on buying random stuff. oh and the display of firework was lovely. okay tomorrow is monday and i cant even thing what to do and where to go . bye.

2008-07-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

school have been quite okay and ive been busy since the first day i started school.
cca's mundane, and i still have work to do.

though we have been together for 3 years, but dont ever you try to intimidation me. think again before you invade me and go mirror yourself and shaqif says my eyes is freaky but its cute thanks alot.

2008-06-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

didnt went out for the weekends and i an feel the monday blues. arightt i still have my english to settle. today i took one random shot. i dont even know if it's in style or not lol.

merciless

2008-06-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

though we have been together for 3 years, but dont ever you try to intimidation me.
think again before you invade me and go mirror yourself

2008-06-26T01:46:00.001-07:00

The feeling was so good, when i hurt my legs.It was so cool to hurt my leg. today's mundane didnt do much work today, had lots of hmwrk to do. i finished my maths and science, i seriously need to repierced my old monroe, tounge and eyebrow thankss, and to "Irah Rashid" i love your new hair-do and you fishball cheeks love!

2008-06-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

(i need my eyebrow and monroe pierced again!!)

pretty lush

2008-06-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

school have just started, and i'm pretty happy to see all my friends back again. its been a month i didnt get to see my friends. (looks like they've change or maybe not!) well prolly today i had the best fun of my day i kept smiling & laughing like there's no tomorrow.
the girls have been pretty obsessed with soccer mats,
while im at the other hand was so not interested in soccer mats (like real!) For holidays i did nothing but eating non stop, now that i so fat and i couldnt hardly breath(not that fat la heh). Okay tomorrow's my second day of school so i should have my early rest for tomorrow.

I don't understand why everything has to be a big fucking secret!
As a great rapper once said..."We're too old to be frontin' what we feelin'"....or something like that.
I don't even think I care too much anymore, but if any of yous drag me into your drama bullshit again, I'm going to throw some mother fuckin' bows!

get choked

2008-06-22T01:54:00.000-07:00

The other night i was walking home and really wanted to talk to someone. i felt that in that moment, i my tiny world, i needed someone to talk me into living. I needed someone to breathe life into me and give me hope. i had no one to turn to, no number to call. I thought of two people that i don't talk to, and they were the only people i wanted to talk to. Neither of their numbers are even in my phone anymore.
i am so alone here, and it's all my fault. And it's fine. It's fine, but i'm not. I am more broken than i ever wanted to own up to, and even now i don't honestly want to own up to the feeling of snapping in two.
I can't remember what it feels like to be content or calm. I feel completely overwhelmed; all my thoughts are choked with questions.
So reviews are out, or is it "in" ? hmm. they are good, except for the eerie comment which makes me feel awkward like no other.

2008-06-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

headed to ririn's crib just to make brownies.
she's so craving for those brownies :D
and so do i we went to shop and save and bought those brownies mixture & spegs.
Because her mom was so craving for spegs. she told me weather i know how to cook
those spegs, and im like giving that blur face, fact that there was no mutton so she decided
to cook tomorrow. while doing our own brownies i decided to watch tarzan while rirynnn decided
to continue the cooking with those brownies.Afterall things has done so i thought it was overcook but it did not, so she offered me 4 pieces of brownies and she still have the heart to asked me to bring back home some of it for my parents. How kindness she was. okay i took pics of us making brownies and when im just about to take a look, the pics were all gone wtf.
ohya i have the video of rirynnn making those brownies ill post it later.

sometimes picture are just not perfect

2008-06-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

school starting soon & ive got lots of work to do.
i didnt complete my hmwrk.
okay now im jobless and i seriously need cash.
The days mundane and though i slept at
two yeterday but still i waked up at 7.
and i cant even get back to my beauty sleep.
now, i seriously have to moved on .

2008-06-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

okay my previous post was sick.

why am i taking about love always ?

okay the fact is that i have not been in love for the past

8 years(seriously). Im not thinking of getting one .

i meant they can never be sweet, thats prolly

im single okay stop here, lets not talk about love always.

maybe friendship would do me good.

2008-06-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

"every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back"
i never thought of it like that. today and tomorrow will probably become the hardest, and most important, days of my life. and i'll accept all the blame for letting you fail me, again.
All my plans for the day got fucked up
Instead, i got humiliated by someone who is supposed to be my friend. someone who supposedly loves me. someone who claims to want to be one of my best friends.
so i spent the day crying on my floor to Sia's, "Breathe Me" feeling completely inadequate.
and yesterday i had so much fun with summer thanks love !